A few days ago, someone told me I should make an effort to improve my creative writing. Then the next day, someone asked me what happened to my writing? I am not a good writer, and I admit that's true. But I've been blessed with great ideas. Yeah I received compliments from other people telling I have great ideas and that great ideas made me insane as I can't put them all on paper. I also had a bad habit of creating articles and abandoned them for years. Perhaps, my brain is paralyzed now, and I am easily get tired of thinking new great ideas.. or maybe I don't take (writing) it seriously as I always been thinking taking journalism course was a wrong decision when all my life, I always dreamed of becoming a civil engineer. I love Math and everything about Math, And you can hardly see people love Math at the same time love English (ehhmmmm gifted kidding). I always wanted to go back to school, but I realized that there's no such thing as FAILURE, because I make a lot of money of that. All I need to do is to focus on writing, because I made a living at it, and I was good at it. Instead, I would take this as a challenge for myself, and I never give up. I need to do something until something happens. Even I needed to go back to basic I will do it. As James Frey says "if your life isn't what you want it to be, you're taking steps towards some form of change'' and the journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step. So I need to take the step. Take the second, third, and keep going until one day I could tell to myself, "wish he could read my articles now".